'Today, Sleeping is definitely not an option'

So it’s one of those nights. Sleeping is definitely not an option. Even though I am considerably upset about the lack of sleep, an hour earlier I could hardly keep my eyes open and sleep had weighed down the lids of my eyes. Still I rubbed it away with my fingers to stay awake and see the match. It was something like, a challenge and I stood up to it. All I am doing, is not sleeping. But trust me, not sleeping, ironically is more satisfying when one feels sleepy. Lying in the dark, humming tunes of this creatures, fan, the breath of the person sleeping in the other room refused to leave you alone and sticks to the mind. It’s like I am waiting for a certain feeling to overwhelm myself.